I miss men.
No, don't get me wrong. My previous statement that I'm enjoying my singlehood stays. It's just that I miss intimacy. Meron naman akong dalawang nakabongkang kahit na paano lately at puta, sumasakit ang ngalangala ko sa hardcore blowjobs na yan ha. Subo, dila, subo, dila. Ayoko nung ganun. I mean, Ayoko nung ganun for now (hihihihi). Gusto ko yung masarap na halikan. Yung masarap na yakapan. I miss hugging! Yung kahit kunwari lang may pagmamahal na kasama sa bawat halik at yakap. Eh itong mga nakukuha kong mga lalake, di man lang matandaan ang pangalan ko. Pang gabi na lang ba ang beauty ko ngayon?
I told TG about me missing men. At sabi niya he misses men too. He hasn't been intimate with anyone for 2 months daw. Ewan ko ba with us southern belles. We're so conservative.
Charing!
Sa totoo lang nung nagkaaminan kami na we both miss men, I was hoping that he'd give me this one special hug. Pag-bigyan lang ba. Parang Thank You girl. Kahit hug lang! Basta yung matagal at comportable. Eh kaso we were in the middle of Starbucks AND... he already made it clear 1 month ago that we're just friends.
Fine.
Honestly, minsan hindi ko rin siya maintindihan why he's nice to me. And often, I imagine that he likes me but doesn't want to admit it to me yet. Yep, wishful thinking. Pasensya na, sumi-sixteen lang.
The only thing that I have been hugging lately are my 2 pillows who I imagine as this hot starbucks barista who I see often at the gym. He's so hot talaga!
Why oh why was I not born gorgeous? Mase-seduce ko sana siya (ah yeah, feeling ko bading siya... Buong-buo nga lang ang paminta niya, wala pang nakakadurog).
go lang gurl, you'll never know- any ruler can be bent
ReplyDeleteawww... I feel you... :(
ReplyDeletenext time tell it to TG when u'r both inside the car, hihihih.... *wink!*